The minicab declutches at the lights,
Descants a Doppler shush and jolts to rest;
The heating in this car is turned too high;
The air-freshener cloys, chemically sweet,
Sways in gagging half-arcs from the mirror,
The oblong void against the windscreen’s fringe
Where raindrops stream sideways in coral reefs,
Are pinpricked into gold refracted globes
Or speckle white to pixilate shut shops,
Then smear off with a thud from wipers wired
With clenched intensity like mods on speed.
A thwack, a screech, some spray, a brutal sweep,
A Sisyphean mind-fuck written small,
Obliteration as eternal grind.
Then the lights, a greasy splodge, are changing
As music throbs out of the radio,
Music that is older than the driver,
Basses lisping, lung-hawkingly deep,
The trebles harmonising with the ashtray,
A self contained cacophony on wheels,
Capital Gold - Smooth, Magic - playing louder
The Easy Listening soundtracking our lives,
That stays holding your hand long after midnight,
And leaves my thoughts to segue in the dark.
The isle has always been too full of noises,
A sickle in an oak grove, rhythmic screams,
A lyre plucked, lies retold as plainsong,
Songs of murder yelled down drunken halls,
Chants in chantries, chancing deathly changes,
Full aisles muffling psalms of anxious pleas,
Feudal furrows shielding famished fieldsongs,
Coughs from dust blown in from stolen meadows,
The bawl of pistons orchestrating Hell,
The gold’s percussion counterpoints the sighs,
Haphazard honks of brass grasp at salvation,
Young men in tweeds & cycle clips on raids
To hedgerowed hamlets sack old women's airs,
Anthems, chorales, arias, lovesick ballads,
Echoing dance bands swirl gauche pas de deux;
Songs round the piano in an air raid,
Concert party Pierrots down the pier,
Crooners crooning rationed maple syrup,
Songs of yearning grief & cheap pomade,
Genocidal oompah on the bandstand,
Rounds at rallies, rounding on the foe,
Sanitised to sing round guttering campfires,
Rousing roundelays to flay the flagging,
Until the time the aisles grew wild with rockers,
Fairground flick knives flashing to the beat
That beats in time with klaxons on the dodgems,
Drowns out the silent screams of brylcremed kids
High on dads’ dismay, young lust and danger
While being broken on the Ferris wheels;
The beat of forest drums, beats forgotten,
The beat of fear and night being repelled,
Reawakening reboots the Post War,
Equips the New Age with its potlatch props,
Grave goods for the pyramids of Boomers,
Its scooters, T-Birds, boys’ haircuts, their shoes,
For culture wars waged by the rising side
With the heartbeat beat of being human
Expropriated from the mouths of slaves.
The Balls Pond Road’s hedgehogging in the rain
“Once Twice Three Times A Lady”. 2 a.m.
From Tower Hamlet’s hissing thoroughfares
The City rises like a sneered affront,
Its hubristic fruit-machine high towers,
Their algorithmic auguries aglow,
Paying jackpot bonuses each second,
Chorused by designer bells and whistles.
The traders homeward long since roared their way,
Leaving the floors to cleaners and machines.
Buff humming tanks glide polishing between
The desks and termini, gilding the guilt,
Varnishing to sterilise the damage
Done the day before, resumed today,
The ceaseless round of pillage and returns,
Prophecy, propitiation, plunder,
Until time, in Swiss watches of the night
To pause, draw breath, get slaves to hose the decks,
The unperceived, the ancillary serfs
Now guiding all those laundering machines
Across the trading floors, like ploughmen trudged
Behind their straining teams, across unyielding
Rock-sewn land, all owned by someone else
Who always, always, always looked away.
Behind shutters hard due north of Shoreditch,
So late the inconvenience stores have closed
(The rain’s so hard even the drunks are gone)
Hardened diasporas from everywhere
Beyond the Anglophonic Solipsism
Reach the time of night dreams dissipate,
Displaced by deep defragging sleep. Some scraps
Of previous dreams of former homes still jangle
Above rooms crammed with stock, the cheaper scree
And broken up moraine left by the glaciers
Of Global marketplaces grinding through
And bulldozing new landscapes while pursuing
The paths of least resistance into which
Fresh topographies of mass consumption
And glib geologies are to be crushed;
Dream places, lives ago, the Europeans
Claimed were undiscovered, Brigadoons
Which unperceived by white eyes stayed dark ghosts
Before they found them out and made more ghosts,
Places where the trucks and kiosks rattle
With amplified tracks more Westerners laid down
When small boys, as they watched the white men leave,
Felt the winds of change ruffle their blazers
And now, as old men, wear t-shirts emblazoned
With Queen's tour dates in 1989
And children squat in shanty towns, in lycra,
Embossed with branded white boy bands' sour pouts,
Uncontacted tribes have traded sweatshirts
For arrow-heads or manioc or skins
And consequently end up advertising
One of Guns ‘n’ Roses last LPs;
The bounty of the sweatshops, holey relics,
Indulgences both pirated and pure,
The ineffectual intellectual loot
Of corporations hawking bored elation,
Snapping on the wristband chains of freedom,
In new colonialisms of pure tat
As I board the midnight train to Georgia,
Born to Run to Galvaston or Nutbush,
Clarksville, LA, Memphis, Nashville, Tulsa,
And though from here it's five minutes to Dalston,
The radio plays on twenty-four seven,
Day after day, tied onto the tracks
Only interrupted by the ads,
The shilling, spiel, the barking for the heists,
Hard selling commodified rebellion.
Near the Tower, and indicating left,
Steady cicada throbs over the songs,
The car is still too hot, just like the World
And the music never ending, like the heist.
See! Quarries of light entertainers piled
In sacrifice appeasing Rock's cruel gods:
In plane or car crash, shot, inhaling vomit,
Or suicide; Nepenthe's pick 'n' mix,
Booze, fast living, bad behaviour, drowning
But always young enough, round 27,
To count as golden children come to dust,
Templating standard Romantic hard-ons,
Blue-jeaned Chatterons, slicked-back haired Keatses,
Shit-faced Shelleys or O-d'ing Christs,
Delicious easy deathfuls of dumb kids
Too high on fame, money and growing up,
Buddy, Ritchie, Jimi, Tupac, Amy,
Jim, Kurt, Sid, Nick, Tim, Janis, Gram, Brian,
Even Elvis dying on the toilet
Undergo tinselled apotheoses
To mount Olympus, all squalor washed away
And sacrament the lie: The Good Die Young.
No gods since the Aztecs' seem this hungry,
Frantically devouring young flesh,
Howling for a Paschendale of pop stars,
Doomed youth designed to go over the top.
Age shall not weary them, nor years contend
With celluloid or vinyl's ersatz aspic
That capture them in blobs now beyond Time:
The Beatles stay The Beatles as they ran
Through black and white industrial decline
That's now cemented in the past; they're present
Like Ziggy Stardust, Bowie notwithstanding,
Should reek of power cuts and three day weeks,
And yet achieved escape velocity
(Chicory Tip vaporised in its blast)
From History's bonds, the Seventies grey pall,
Transfigured into immortality
And Lenined like Snow White in glassed enchantment
Forever then, and eternally now.
Transubstatiating thus, cheap music
Lignifies to tree rings, carbon dating
Exactly memories of time and place,
Evoking more than any hoarded totems -
Snaps and souvenirs, your dead mum's shit -
All those forgotten times we trail like skin scale,
In clouds that haunt like thickening ectoplasm,
Pinpointing memories like ethered moths,
Jerking your leash, a reflex that'll Proust you,
Getting Svengali'd by The Glitter Band,
Just jellyfish in Time's capricious currents.
The only option's worship or despair,
Or queuing on your knees towards the tills
Of superstores, with racks of tabernacles
And sepulchres, stuffed, stacked up to the skies
Filled with CDs, albums, LPs, dowloads
Of packaged troubadours of caught, lean love,
Votive candles flickering rank on rank,
The tallow dripping meatily to sizzle
On cold mosaic floors of Halls of Fame,
Lit to the Trinity, the three chord riff.
It's late. It's always late, and getting later,
40 years since Marvin Gaye was shot,
But still his voice, like Hamlet's father's, reaches
To me, like a seance in this fug.
The streets are empty as we cross the river,
London's Styx, reflecting Southwark's towers,
Mirrored, pointing downwards into Hades,
Filled with the dead who sleep, bat-like, inverted.
The living boogie on. They keep on truckin'.
Stayin' Alive. Keith Richards' bingo wings
Flap at another gala for The Needy
Watched by Presidents and Queens and Kings
Who sway in time to much loved banging classics
About oppression, drugs, sex, blues and rape
Pastiched by two Dartford boys who spotted
The Delta in The Thames for them to steal
Sixty years ago, though if you Rorschach
Across that fulcrum the way that we all janus,
Those boys would be obsessed with Marie Lloyd.
Mick yowls, his hair inhabiting continua
Divorced in time from what contains his face.
Paul McCartney's mouth, a feline anus,
Mewls words mewled a million times before,
A gerontology of rock and rollers,
Old boys on endless tours singing old songs
In forced communion with men they hate,
Bands of Brothers decayed to Cains and Abels
From decades knocking round and getting old,
Cursed, in shabby reworkings of Dante,
To tour forever Hell’s provincial rings
To milk the last drying fungible drop
Of once being Rod Argent or in Mud
In atavistic senicults in Tring
Or Bailey’s, Watford for the OAPS
Who hunch with spiders web tattoos across
Their mottled, wrinkled, lesioned once young faces,
Pates too bald or thinning for mohicans,
“Anarchy in the UK” droning limply
In another singsong in the care homes,
While the fallen arches of their idols
Mark their mortality, deteriorating
Into cranks and codgers like their dads,
Mark E Smith recast with 20 woodbines,
Ian Brown van morrisoning crap,
Morrissey jekyll and hyding Farage,
Yet leavening the disappointment seeping
From daring to grow old before they die
With more entitlement than most pub bores
Because their teenage avatars once channelled
The energy of not giving a shit
Making their mates dance and then feel happy
Back in the time when they were first in love
While Brain Wilson glances at his watch
Halfway through “God Only Knows”, the closest
Any of them got to biting chunks of
Heaven directly from the foetid air.
The Christian skygod, since displaced, allotted
To man a span to live exceeded now
By the Hegemony of Teenage Kicks which
Globalised and monetised the yearning
Of nervous boys and girls who want to fuck.
Back catalogues in warehouses of memories,
Hawking nostalgia, evaporated youth,
Universalising toddlers' dress codes
As Freedom's uniforms, infantilizing
Humanity to sell another song.
For merchants merchandise. It's what they do.
Life’s available through ticket agents:
Those psychotropic noises calculated
Like the bland deceptive fascism of sport,
To trigger massive endochrinal rushes
In every shop and restaurant and club,
Grand anthems that sell shit that no one needs,
Aspirational chord changes on games shows,
In madnesses of crowds in massive stadia
Attenuating into tyrants' fanfares,
To make you cheer or weep or shop or kill.
We're in Jamaica Road now, named by slavers
To honour wealth they stole from shackled toil,
Whose property, to break the chains within them,
Sang songs they'd smuggled on the ships from home,
Songs their captors eventually then captured
To steal the one last thing they hadn’t stolen
Then passed off and packaged up by hucksters
To trickle down, enveloping the planet
In cauls of sentimental pomp, for sale,
Filling all the gaps between the atoms,
Capitalism’s love songs air forever,
Basically just there to fill dead air.
It's easy. Easy like Sunday morning.
I lean forward to the driver, and we speak.